thereseemedtobeanemphasisonthewordeveryone,butharrydeideditwasimagined.still,thewordheldweight.

hewasn’ththelifetheyhadallowedhimbylosingtheirs.hewaswallowing.heknewhewaswallowing.andtheworstpartofitallwasthatsomepartofhismindfeltthatheouldjustifyit.heknewsiriuswouldn’twanthimtowallow.hisparentswouldn’twanthimto,norwouldfred,norwouldtonksorlupin.andshouldn’tthatbeenough?butthenagain,whatwoulddraomalfoywant?wouldheliketoseeharrysulkingbeauseofhim?perhapshewouldsmirkandsay“ah,potter,ineverknewyouared,”inthatinfuriatingbutsowellpratiedpatronizingtoneofhis.andthen,whenharrythoughtofmovingon,heouldonlyimaghewoundedlookonmalfoy’sfae,thehathewantedyoutothinkwaspretendbutwasreallymorelosetothetruththanhearedtoadmit.andinaftvoie,whihwasalwaysworseomingfrommalfoy(hisaiditywas),hewouldsay“sosoon,potter?careful,orpeoplewillthinkyou’rehappyaboutit.”

harrywastrying.hewastryingtoonvinehimselfthatmalfoywouldn’tareatall.anditwasn’tsosoon.ithadnearlybeenfouryears.everyone,evenmalfoy’sownmother,seemedtobefaringbetterthanharry.

“ifyououldtellme,”mgonagallinterruptedhisthought,“beforetheendofthisterm,iwouldappreiateit.justsoianfindarepementshouldyourefuse,orsoyououldstartyourstudiesshouldyouaept.ibelievetherearestillsomelessonpnsleftinthessroomfrompreviousteahersshouldyouneedreferene,althoughiwouldbegyoutorefrainfromusingtoomanyoflokhart’s.iknowlupinleftafew,aswell,whihithinkiwouldene.”

harrynodded,feelingabitoverwhelmed.

“iwasalsourgedbyhagridtoremindyouthathewouldbehappytoseeyouagain.evenofferedtobakeyouabirthdayakethisyearshouldyoubeonthegrounds,”mgonagadded,andwiththistherewasagleamofm

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